Double Blarg
So today was a blah day. Work has been a pain in my ass lately because there is so much shit stirring up between my supervisor and the owner of the school. I'm caught in the middle and although I see my supervisor as a close friend, who has helped me with so much lately. I'm not gonna get my ass fired. I lesson to her and let her know I understand her views, but thats about where it ends. On top of that, I have had a head ache every fucking day. I have an eye appointment next Thursday for stronger lenses, because I know thats whats wrong. I am happy though because today I got a brand new car. It's a 2005 Hyundai Tucson. The color is Mesa Red, but I call it burgundy. I was happy I got it,but at the same time I wasn't. All today and for the last few days I've felt so alone. I spend all my free time in my room, alone. My best friend is now miles away, two of my other friends I spend time with are a pair, which causes me to be the 3rd wheel and I'm not gonna even comment on my other friend. I have 2 weeks until the Bahama's and believe me, I can't wait, but the vision I first had for the trip has now changed, but I know I will still have a load of fun. I just don't know why I feel so alone. I feel so stupid all the time. I need a swift kick in the ass. I need to stopped trying to figure out if what I'd being told is true or if I'm just being used. GET OVER IT!!!! See what happens when you have to much time on ur hands. You begin to think. Damn brain. LOL