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So I won't bore u with all the details, but I wanted to go out to the Castle tonight, and I did, but after a lot of changes in the plans, I ended up going with Jessica and Jason. Jason was mighty fine, but 19 and I don't do younger guys. Blah!!! We also ran into Jessica's ex Mike, who's also nice looking, but again, to young. Well the night was ok other then the fact that Jess and Jason made out all night. Can you say 3rd wheel?!?!?!?! I can!! On top of that, I learned some new information ealier in that day that, despite what my friend thinks, I didn't know.....and now I do. So what did I learn tonight boys and girls????? 1)I am good at being a 3rd Wheel!!! Yey!! And 2)My sex life is no more!!! Yey!! It really sucks to be obsessed with sex and not get any. But then again, I'm not "getting any" by choice, because although I am obsessed with sex, I'm not a whore, so I'm not about to run up and down the streets fucking everyone. One guy was looking at me all night and Jess and Jason kept telling me to go talk to him, but Eh, I didn't want to. I had one thing on my mind and I was depressed 1/2 the night knowing I couldn't have it. Then on the way home I got a lecture from Jason telling me that I'm hot and blah blah blah, basically telling me things others have already said. (Right Jamie?? ;o)~ ) And trust me, everything I'm told makes complete sense, and I'm sure it's true, But, you must learn from YOUR OWN mistakes. And I've learned. The heart is a fragile thing. So when I get my baseball bat, I can shatter it, cause I think life may be easier with out it. My own made up saying...........When life gives you a lemon, get a bat and PLAY BALL!!!